Tiring Week

aiyo.. very tired now.. wanna sleep..but so many things to do today.. now got a bit of time..feel like blogging leh..especially after reading wen & xm blog.. inspired haha.. no lah just sian lah.. wanna vent it out here.. tell someone..

well.. baptism of the holy spirit in LISS ..didnt get rested or got any gifts.. abit disappointed..but then it will come later i believe.. had this tuff decision to make coz my RCIA & LISS falls on the same day.. plus both parties insisted on me on going on each side.. more so of the RCIA coordinator lah.. haiz.. finally decided to follow my heart (by God i believe) to go LISS.. but was kinda stress lah.. hee.. Rite of acceptance went well..was so joyful and excited that day.. (last sunday lah).. hehe..

Just arrange with my friend to allow uncle to come my workplace for a mini-roadshow (uncle's term for it) .. but then hor they have to arrange the date and time lah..not yet.. my friend happen to be on MC yest then i answer her phones calls (alot lah ringing away..) then hor i asked this person what was the call about..said mini-roadshow..then hor i paused and wah voice v familiar.."uncle????" haha.. "auntie!!??" haha.. so farney hor.. then hor so 'qiao' yesterday after that.. he saw james hor.. haha.. he was in marine parade to meet an artist for designing his things lah.. wah.. so surprised coz he doesn't noe where's uncle's stall..then hor i found out.. he knows it's somewhere there..but happen to walk pass and see so say hi lor

things been well between us.. well some quarrels.. but he doesn't give up so easily lah.. actually went late to work coz wanted to work things out between us.. hehe.. so touched ah.. so sayang me.. then hor...now found out becoz of his reservist hor.. he doesn't need to travel for the next 2 months yipee!! hehe.. good news indeed..

Now whenever i worry about how things will go, i just have to remember this verse i read.. in my own words lah.. this story about jesus and his disciples on a boat then the sea was so stormy and sky all chaos.. his disciples panicked and tot they gonna die.. but then Jesus just relax lah.. then he finally just told the sky & sea to be calm and they did.. wow..this story always comes to mind when i worry or get 'gan cheogn' haha... coz i just have to noe he will take care of things for me.. no need to ask for help. he just will.. :) jus like my oral duties hehe.. :)

Pending End of Contentment

my baby has been back for almost 2 weeks liao. Paiseh been busy with my own schedule plus now spending all my other available time with him thus no chance to login or blog til now.

Things been pretty much back to normal. There are times though when i had to reconsider our relationship coz of certain actions of his. I don't know, maybe you can tell me if i'm too 'niao' hor. He was driving us in Geylang trying to find a lot to park so that we can makan with his cousins. then hor u noe lah saturday nite jam lah..he called his cousin (while driving) to ask how? coz maybe wanna change location hor.. then plus he stopped and hor blocking other cars behind. i saw a space where he could park just for a while to decide where to go. he ignored me hor! i repeated many times hor. he just ignored me hor! then ended up drive in circle. wah make me so angry. accident how? kenna TP how? aiyo.. let me drive lah..stop a while to let me take over or think lah.. haiz..

then recently at cineleisure hor, i found the shortest queue and lined up. he disappeared! i saw him turning corner to the cafe counter! wah lau.. i angry xiao..go there also never tell me. just disappear.. of coz me smart lah..went over lor. wahlua.. he always like that one.. like that not right, right? how can abandon gf like that one? wah make me feel like i can't trust him at all to look after me lor.

then hor why end of the good days leh? coz of his mum hor, he may have to shift out. so sian already lor! haiz..long story..