...Just say the word and i shall be healed...Well, so i'm now a bigger sinner coz i wasn't healed over the weekend. A miserable sunday it was. How i missed my mass? well ...don't blame others lah.. blame myself for not being patient enough to stay around at novena church lor. But i must say what led to that.
Started off with flu that made me so sick that i had trouble getting out of bed. so i decided not to go to the pocession of Mother Mary and instead go for regular evening mass at sfx. Tried to play some online multiplayer bridge and kenna 'tekkan' by some irritating idiot who was a super hostile busy body. He wouldn't let me off and kept finding me to message me some nonsense. I gave up since my first try at this cause so much trouble.
Then when my flu got better after some rest and medication, i decided to go novena after all. I managed to reach there slightly before 6pm but the entrances were sealed off liao. I tried my luck anyway and asked the marshals there for help. Well, the people gathering outside were so terrible!
Since i had to make my way to the front to get to the marshals, i've no choice but to be thick-skinned abit and say alot of 'excuse me' & 'sorry' to get through. However, alot of these people were so bad as to say 'NO!' & 'What are you trying to do?" of course all delivered in a really nasty manner, accompanied by stares and some purposeful elbowings.
Of course, my faith & will that day was really damn low, i gave up and left. Only to find out later, that they opened up the entrances after a while! Nevermind, i was already at changi beach enjoying the planes and scenic view. Was feeling my 'downest'! Rejections and some bad discoveries left me pretty suicidal. Of course i wouldn't do silly things like that. But then it was really that bad.
Thankfully uncle's sms accompanied me through-out as usual. I'm really thankful. She even made efforts to arrange to meet up and accompany me. Also give in to my whims & wills.. hm..right words or not. .. that day.. Wasn't in the mood to put up with any shit and nonsense.. however i must praise myself for being able to tahan some things that really pissed me off later that night. Of course, it all comes from the Lord. Else i would've already done worse damages.
Dor has been very supportive also. When she heard the story from uncle, she sms me something that somehow made my day seem brighter. It is nice to know that i'm not alone in going through this. Not only that, i reached my financial desperation state. She helped me out and even offered to top up my petrol. Wahlau! Where else can i find another friend like that in the world!
Realised they both have become like my family liao. Can't do without them. As important as my family. Congrats to both of you on your new stats in my love list :)
(hee.. i know i BHB.. buai hiao bai..not shy=arrogant..just trying to joke in a dry way k..)
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