I've tried like mad to remind myself that it's over! But everytime that feeling would stop and my mind starts to wander away. it doesn't want to face reality! I gave myself time to grief over it today. Purposely put aside time for that. I had to try like mad to tell myself this. FACE IT! It's OVER! No more! He won't ever come back! He's never coming back! I'm not waiting for him to come back to singapore! He's in singapore and he's not ever seeing me again!
And i would fail. It's so hard to get it. So hard til i've no chance to cry over it. I'm really really in trouble.
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